December 2009
14 posts
UGH
It is not even funny how my life is right now.
The past few days at work were nothing but endless stream of emails with UNREASONABLE, UNFATHOMABLE requests and questions as well as phonecalls from RUDE, ARROGANT people who thought that persisting persuasion work on me except that it does not because if there is going to be someone who is persistent in the world, it is ME!
It feels like one...
The final goodbye
Today is one of the saddest days in the 22 years of my life.
For the past week, I have been spending hours with them and have built such a strong bond, it breaks my heart knowing that in another few hours, they will be adopted and the quick visit during lunch would be the last time I will see them ever again.
I love them the moment I laid eyes on them and it did not take me long to be head over...
Robot in disguise
My body clock is seriously messed up with my sleeping time getting later by the day. It was 2am, 3.30am and now at 4.08am i I am still wide awake.
Maybe chronic fatigue will no longer be something I laughed about when I finally suffer from it after the prolonged period of sleep deprivation. Then I will walk like robot, speak like robot and process information like robot. Being a human simply...
Walk by faith
Post holidays is always a good time for reflection and reorganising of life’s priorities.
This little getaway has done me much good, it was a fantastic time of fellowship, feasting, recreational activities and honest sharing that truly blessed my heart. The two days were stretched with minimal sleep, feeding time at an interval of three hours, too many activities to do and plenty of...
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Light at the end of the tunnel
There is a part of me that is still feeling very disassociated from reality. It is a little difficult to function properly; I left out my cell yesterday and my wallet today, spilled honey water in my bag, haphazardly emptied my bag and cleaned the stained items…
Well, at least I remembered my phone today.
I am not living with regret. Just coping with emptiness and guilt. Who...
“It’s okay. It’s okay to want someone you can’t have. It’s okay to want something...”
– (via runawaytrain)
God is good
Truth is, at this point in time, I could not identify the emotions that shadowed me.
There was no angry shouting, no spite, no hysterical bawling but just two heartbroken souls, resigning to the end of things with an unspoken hope.
The 3 longest days of my life and more to come…
The past few days were kept busy with work and children’s camp. Watching the little ones worshipping and learning...
